There were many times I wished I could reach out to him and offer my help, but while the game was running in some ways I was the only person on Earth who *couldn't* help him with a clear conscience. An outsider could do anything. An insider could make an informed decision as to whether or not to help him. But I had access to insider information that I couldn't possibly get informed consent to pass onto a reverse engineer. It would have been extremely unethical for me to get information from the devs and pass it onto him for SEGS when they had no idea I was doing that. Since I couldn't very well ask, I couldn't get involved either. It was an extremely tight knot I couldn't find a way to untangle to my satisfaction.
Last I checked, that's called integrity. Kudos.